Woah how did I miss this?!
I gotta agree with Danny, there's some really interesting psychological thing when it comes to fighting that many people don't get. There's nothing to be won, you don't hate the person you're about to wreck, it's gonna hurt a lot tomorrow, and everything throughout your life will tell you that what you're about to do is bad and pointless... but then you go and do it, and you're like... woah. That moment when you get up from the floor, and that moment when you see him fall. It's addicting, and what a terrible addiction to have.
thanks for featuring my questions Aalesteir